leave it up to chance

i dont know whats up with life anymore. all the little tricks it has up its sleeves and all really annoys me to the extent that i wish that a panic button would surface.

the holidays are very productive for me, entertainment-wise. i've completed like i dont know how many vcds within 4days already. haha. yes i think i deserve the applause. however academically, i'm drowning.

the sink is so fast that sometimes i feel that picking myself up aint worth the effort.

the company has been awesome too. meeting up the various old faces and having the time of our lives. thats what life is all about isnt it. at least my life is suppose to be like that. things dont last forever though. school and its curriculum should be drug out to the streets and shot.

people should know that i do stuff according to how i feel it should be done. it may be wrong though (yah lah i know to you its always incorrect) but its my life lah wth. quit bitching already.

anyway, the new word is fate. i'm starting to believe in the term coincidence again. :)